insecurities

Here I am, on the cusp of turning 36 years old, and I still feel like an outsider in any given community. I'm jealous of other people who are more easily accepted, my feelings are easily hurt by being overlooked and otherwise not included, and I don't know how to make myself a part of the group. Now, I'm doing better than I used to ... but I'm still insecure. I wish I knew how to stop.